drunken dance

The Way You Look At Me

2006-12-03T13:39:00.000+08:00

Dear all, here's another nice song. =)
It's called The Way You Look At Me by Christian Bautista.
You may have heard this song before, or you may have not.
To me, it's just so soothing and melodic. =)
Enjoy!

The Way You Look At Me
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you are the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze some moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you are the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you are the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

The way you look at me

=)

Closing Down

2006-11-28T10:13:00.000+08:00

Dear all, I will be closing down my blog from
5th December 2006 onwards.
Reason being, I don't feel like blogging anymore.
And I'm going private.
You can try scouting for my private blog,
all I can say is you will NEVER find it.
Because I'm not opening a private one.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Till then, take care MY READERS and
I'll let you all know if I ever open one again.
Thank you for reading my entries and
tagging my board!
I love you guys! =)

I LOVE STICKMAN!

2006-11-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

I just love the Bazaar at Singapore Polytechnic.
It's just, so nice.
Especially with STICKMAN there.
I need to rush things.
Oh, this is real bad.
Do I look like I have a choice?
And I seriously want to give everything up all of a sudden.
But, I will persevere on.
Talking to SiowYun really opens you up to many philosophies of life.
I'm darn serious.
Through our conversations, I've comed to realise something:
I believe that as long as you enjoy what you are doing,
and you are willing to take the hardship and give your ultimate best in whatever you do,
and you know what it takes to achieve your goals,
YOU WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE IT AND ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS,
AND MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.
Most importantly, we have to be REALISTIC.
I just can't wait for 19th December to come.
And that's 32 more days.

I LOVE DAN&YOUNG.

2006-11-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

It's raining heavily now!
But I like this weather, cool and nice. =)
Listening to Dan&Young at the moment.
They are humourous and hilarious and funny, as usual!
Their lame jokes and sense of humour make your day! =D
Yesterday was great.
Exco meeting in the morning, then Melo, Jen and I were fooling around in the canteen, waiting for Meiyang!
It was hilarious, with Melo around, you will just become a psycho like her.
Then we played this counting game, and this is Meiyang's result:
She will marry Michael Jackson and have 7 kids with him and live in a toilet bowl, and live with FeiYuQing too.
Melo and I were laughing at this.
Can you imagine, Michael Jackson as her husband!
Not trying to insult MJ, but, it's really hilarious.
I love MJ's dance. The way he dances, is super cool.
But if he really marries Meiyang, I pity him. HAH.
Alright then after that headed to Meiyang's place.
We were supposed to start on our homework, but she ended up polishing her boots and I did a bit only.
And it was Jake's birthday! NICE :)
Halfway through Kimberley left, so Valerie, Angeline, Meiyang and I went to macs to eat.
It was quiet there, but we broke the silence.
It's been long since a few of us sat down and talk about everything under the sun!
All that talking and laughter, it felt good. =)
And I've comed to realise that there are lots of changes we have to go through once 2007 starts.
Changes which are least unexpected, changes which we will never think of.
I feel sad thinking about it. Why must this happen man!
This whole week has been about going to school. SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.
Next week is like, FUN!
Shopping with Judith, homework with Melody, tuition gathering, mission trip meetings, drill, violin lessons, what else?
Oh well. Drill. Be positive about it and you will enjoy doing it. Trust me. =)
And now I feel sad because I don't know how to do all my tuition homework.
MATHS, MATHS, AND JUST MATHS.
Oh I suck at Maths, I admit.

GIVE IT UP MAN.

2006-11-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

I GIVE UP.
Give up what? That's what you will ask.
Okay. I give up watching ZhongJiYiBan on Youtube.
Seriously man. It keeps getting stuck even though it finished loading!
Furthermore, I'm using the laptop as a last resort to watch it.
And it still gets stuck.
DAMN IT.
I shall just wait for the person from PK to give me a ring.
As in, not 5 carat diamond ring. But a CALL.
Oh well. I shall just buy the vcd! RARRRRRR!
Till now, I have not started on my holiday homework.
Jacintha Cheng is like that what. It's not your first day knowing her!
But, I really need to start REAL SOON if not I'll just, erm, DIE lah.
Anyway, let me be random for a little moment.
I THINK THIS TEMPLATE IS VERY NICE. I LOVE IT. =) HAH.

NICE (:

2006-11-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

Here's a new template!
I bet mukkey's gonna go "-.- new template again?!"
HAH. Oh well.
Old habits die hard eh, I guess?
It's typical of me.
I have quite a lot to do before I go to school tmr.
Physics, A.Maths, Mission Trip meeting.
For your information, I'll be going back to school.
EVERYDAY, till Saturday.
Do I look like I have a choice?
Nah-ah.

JOY! Where are you?! Come online and play solitaire
with me now! =D

WHAT THE SHIT.

2006-11-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

What the shit.
The stupid language on blogger is chinese.
What is wrong man.
Then when I change the encoding to western european,
all that appears is just some funny-looking characters!
Can someone tell me what to do please?
I have tried the regional and language options at control panel,
internet options, blah blah.
What else eh?

Someone's Watching Over Me =)

2006-10-29T11:52:00.000+08:00

Here's a nice song by Hilary Duff!
It's called Someone's Watching Over Me =)
If you have the song, play it and sing along!

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be stong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Raise Your Voice

2006-10-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

Anyway, I got up at 12 today. So half a day was gone.
I watched this great movie by Hilary Duff and Oliver James. It's called Raise Your Voice.
It's touching and NICENICENICE! :) Seriously, the moral behind this story is just GREAT. I almost cried while watching it.
Oliver James is SO HOT AND CUTE AND I LOVE HIS HAIR. HAHAHA.
Yesterday I watched Shooting Stars on tv. Well, that episode I watched was about Olinda dating a guy!
OKAY. And that guy was David Aw! David Aw is also SO HOT AND SWEET-LOOKING AND OHMYGOSH HANDSOME. Not trying to insult Oli, but in that show they don't look compatible!
Oh well. O Level Chinese is like in 3 days, and I still have no mood to do the work given! Oh man. Come on Jacintha Chenggggggg! You have to study! I just can't wait for Chinese Os to end.
Then I will have more time to stone at my favourite places, oogle at hot and cute guys, gossip with Jaaziel and Melody, gossip with my gossip gang, shopping with don'tknowwho, listening to my favourite music, talk to myself, dance some stupid dance, sing some nice songs, whatever whatever whatever and lots lots more!

Sick.

EVERYTHING.

2006-10-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

I feel as if I'm losing everything in my life.
Oh well. This is not emo or whatever. Seriously, this is how I feel at the moment.
I need someone to talk to. How about MYSELF?

bloody fucked up asshole cum bastard

2006-10-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

Well. What's so nice about my sandals that YOU want to steal it?
Let's put it this way.
I was at Uncle Dan's place for a little gathering last night. When I was about to go home, I could not find my sandals.
Apparently, some bloody fucked up asshole cum bastard stole it while all of us were in the house.
You see, Uncle Dan lives in an HDB flat, and the door was closed. So that THIEF had the opportunity to steal my sandals away without making any sound.
I was damn pissed and I was scolding that bastard like crap in my heart. If the thief is a guy, let me ask, WHAT CAN HE DO WITH MY SANDALS?
THAT PAIR OF SANDALS IS FOR GIRLS. NOT GUYS. UNLESS HE'S SOME GAY SHIT AH GUA CHICKEN PANGSAI.
So now I feel empty whenever I think of my sandals. Nothing to wear out for now, only Ripples flip-flops. What the hell.
Let's say, the one who stole my sandals deserves to be shot. OK. If the thief is a female, WHY DOES SHE WANT TO STEAL MY SANDALS?
There's one answer which I can think of. SHE'S JUST PLAIN AND UTTERLY JEALOUS THAT I HAVE NICE SANDALS AND THAT SHE DOES NOT HAVE ONE.
This is the first time I've heard of and EXPERIENCED such theft. COME ON, SANDALS ARE LIKE, AFFORDABLE. NOT LIKE SOME HANDPHONE OR GOLDEN TOILET BOWL PLS.
Where the hell is that thief's INTEGRITY?
And don't come telling me that it's just a pair of sandals. I have feelings for it k.
Right now, I just want to look for another identical pair, and make sure I keep my FOOTWEAR in all HDB flats which I drop by.
And to all who lives in HDB flats, please keep all your footwear IN the house. You'll never know when the thief is interested in your going-to-wear-out flip-flops or going-to-wear-out-and-very-dirty SCHOOL SHOES.

not again.

2006-10-21T12:23:00.000+08:00

Somehow, I feel sad. Over everything. Don't ask me why.
And I seem to hate being alive at the moment.
I need to scream. Right, I shall do it with Liying and Joy.

what's on our minds!

2006-10-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

unrequited love; says:
lalalalalalalalalalalalala

unrequited love; says:
gosh.

jacintha says:
so bored!

unrequited love; says:
precisely

jacintha says:
*YAWNS*

unrequited love; says:
-stones..

jacintha says:
*types like crazy*

unrequited love; says:
-laughs

jacintha says:
*laughs too!*

unrequited love; says:
-eats

jacintha says:
*continues typing and sings along with the song*

unrequited love; says:
-eats and eats and eat, at the same time, growing fatter

jacintha says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

jacintha says:
this is getting so lame!

unrequited love; says:
this is how bored we are lah

unrequited love; says:
goodness

what my horoscope says

2006-10-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

CAPRICORN (Dec 21-Jan20)
Emotionally, a lot of ~~old~~
baggage may feel as if it
is dropped into your lap
from out of the blue.
Initially, you might feel
overwhelmed,
but deal with these
feelings as they come.
You can get through this.

first time.

2006-10-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

This is the first time in my life.
I just can't get it off my mind.
Not so soon.
I'll probably need a few months.

LALALA.

2006-10-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

What can be better than watching GONG?

I'm learning to have some self-control at the same time. :)

Westlife - My Love :)

2006-09-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

Here's a song by S Club 7.
It's entitled "Say Goodbye".
If you can, download it and listen to it.
It's nicenicenice. :)

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever
Though we want it to
The road ahead
Holds different dreams
For me and you

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Oh it's the hardest thing to say
I miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we wish we'd never said
Maybe in a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner
No regrets

Each and every ending's always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Oh it's the hardest thing to say
I miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Oh it's the hardest thing to say
I miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because true love never dies

If you have listened to this song before,
go listen to it again! =)
Sadly, I deleted the folder which has all
my songs. BY ACCIDENT. Oh well.
Come on Jacintha. 12 more days to go.
Hang in there! How can I hang in there
when I still have like one whole CHUNK
to study. I'm so gonna die for the exams.

Dear Heavenly Father, I pray for the strength and wisdom
to complete my revision on time. Please give me a clear mind
so that I can concentrate on my studies. Lord, I also pray for
good health for everyone who is taking the exams. I pray that
we will know how to take good care of ourselves in the midst
of all the studying. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

MUSIC

2006-09-23T12:59:00.000+08:00

Recently, I've been playing my violin. Well that's a good sign.

I'm going to focus on grade 5 after my exams.

I'm also back to listening to BOND's live concert at the RAH.

Eh, RAH stands for Royal Albert Hall.

Not RAH!, literally I mean. Oh yes. I need to scream. ATHALIE. When can we do that?

I'm missing lots of people suddenly, shan't name who. But it's really a lot. Most importantly, I miss seeing them. Oh well.

LIBERATION.

2006-09-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

19 more days to my liberation.

43 more days to O Level Chinese.

144 more days to my 16th birthday =)

KILL ME PLEASE.

2006-09-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

SOMEBODY KILL ME PLS.

HOW CAN I DELETE THE WHOLE FOLDER OF SONGS ACCIDENTALLY?!

MAN THIS IS SO RUBBISH.

NO MUSIC = NO LIFE.

THAT'S THE WAY FOR ME.

:(

WHOOHOO SO COOL!

2006-09-07T14:14:00.000+08:00

Jacintha suddenly has big plans for
her future!

1) She has decided to study very
hard for her final year exams.

2) She has decided to learn the
violin very well and finish all
the grades as soon as she can.

3) She has decided to learn the
piano after the violin.

4) After the EOYs, she will go
rent or buy or rob or whatever
all the HK DRAMAS vcds and
get MelodyTan to her house
and watch and go crazy together.

5) She has decided not to give a
damn about the computer when
school reopens. BUT SHE WILL
STILL REPLY TAGS AT HER
TAGBOARD.

6) She has decided to save money
so that she can go to Hong Kong
someday by SIA. (Note: SIA
tickets are expensive k.)

7) She is also prepared to lose sleep
just to study and study and study
and nothing else.

8) She has decided to watch only
Healing Hands 3, Revolving Doors
of Vengeance & Full House.

9) She has decided to talk less and
study and study and study.

10) She has decided to stop here
since there is no other plans she
can think of.

HOHOHO! =)

HERE COMES MELODY!

2006-09-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

This is Melody Tan Mei Yi!

Please beware when you see her on the streets one day.

You do not want to be psycho-ed by her.

Okay, she's one of my best friends.

I can tell her my secrets, anything under the sun.

Melody just loves to psycho people, especially ME.

Don't be deceived by her looks!

She may look pretty, beautiful, sweet, cute.

BUT, SHE'S DRILL COMMITTEE HEAD IN GB4TH COY.

Sometimes you can find me laughing my ass off in some corner.

And the person I'm laughing with is MELODY TAN, and NO ONE ELSE.

She loves JACINTHA CHENG to BITS.

Oh yes, Melody can't sing for nuts. I'm dead serious.

HOHOHOHOHO!

She's as wild as me, crazy and, just SIAO.

The first picture shows one of our craziest moments.

We were actually laughing from the benches in the
AVA Theatrette (I don't know how to spell it) to the
FLOOR.

We were laughing at Jaaziel mimicking Lydia as
Lydia had to leave first, so Jaaziel stood-in.

This just proves one thing. Jaaziel's acting SUCKS.

LAUGHS.

What else can I say about Melody!

Hmmm, I can't think of anything.

I'll edit if I can think of something else to add! =)

Cheers for Melody Tan, my oh-so-wonderful-and-gorgeous
best friend! HOHOHO! =D

YAYNESS?

2006-09-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

Well well well.

EOYs are starting in less than a month's time, and there is like 21 more days to study.

BEST OF THE BEST.

I have decided to stop using the computer from tomorrow onwards, and concentrate on studying.

Call me nerd or bookworm or whatever, I don't care.

I can't forsake my studies anymore. I need to work hard.

I guess I'm not going to study outside anymore, I'm afraid I won't be able to focus.

Come on Jacintha, 5 more weeks and you are free.

NO WAY. There's O Level Chinese on the 30th October.

Maybe I can relax a bit after EOYs and then start preparing for O Level Chinese.

Hey Melody, I will update about the thing which I promised you soon yeah.

For now, BYE.

mama mia

2006-08-24T10:52:00.000+08:00

Gave school a miss today.

I'm online now and there's no one else online. I see Kenneth and Sherilyn online but they are in school!

So, I have no one to talk to. Anyway, it's good to miss school today.

I had enough rest, and I can use the time to complete my badgework, and start on the bible study thing.

And watch bleach.

The school just called me to ask why I didn't come to school today. I was rather surprised lah.

I guess this is the new system they have? Cos last year when I was sick they didn't call. Oh well.

PootPoots.

jacintha is a jealous pig!

2006-08-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

MAN!

I got all jealous when I saw my faourite actor kissing another girl in the show.

): It's like, that's his first kissing scene I saw lah! ):

What's with me getting emotionally affected by drama and serials and whatever!

YUCKSIE.

YIKES.

all it took was just 2 blows.

2006-08-19T17:24:00.000+08:00

MAN. Another show which made me SAD.

I was like, WHATTHEHELL after the show ended.

It's called BaLiDaoDeRiZi. It's a rather old show already actually.

All the main characters died in the end! The guy killed the other guy and woman, then he killed himself.

MY MY MY. What's the world coming to!

what will you do?

2006-08-19T13:43:00.000+08:00

I watched Healing Hands 3 just now.

Man, the middle parts were rather funny. Henry stepped on the frog and it died. I was laughing at that.

But towards the end, I became sad. Or rather, devastated.

Frances' boyfriend and friend were murdered together. The worst thing was, she herself is a coroner and she's taking this case.

Can you imagine, if your boyfriend or girlfriend died and you are a coroner and you have to do an autopsy on him or her, how will you feel?

Looking at Frances' face, I felt sad for her. She's like, too shock for words. And she's stoning most of the time. Poor thing lah.

You may tell me not to be sad bacause it's just a show. Oh well. I feel so sorry for her. ):

Thanks to the scriptwriter, there's a BIG twist in the storyline.

copy and paste

2006-08-11T16:16:00.000+08:00

Best.

Mrs Chong TOTALLY copied and pasted the MCQ questions from the TYS for the chem test pls. Like, WO-AH man.

E.Geog test got postponed to next Monday. RAH! Anyway, I'm not prepared.

Man, I feel so fickle. Watch the pilot show, I wanna be pilot. Watch the Healing Hands 3 on 55 and I wanna be a doctor!

Kill me pls. Stop being so fickle Jacintha!

Joodyf's not in school today, she's off to National Camp. Which means, less fun. ):

Oh, I discovered my REAL name. I mean REAL. It's Jacintha Rajaratnam. HAH.

Jacintha's an Indian name, serious. Yun's younger sister really believed that my name is Jacintha Rajaratnam. See, I've got a faithful person who believes me. HAH.

Not forgetting, there's Joy GOPAL and SiowYun ISMAIL. =)

NDP!

2006-08-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

NDP's tmr!

-EXCITED

I need to have a heavy breakfast which can last me till like 12 plus. If not I will faint.

E.Geog test too. STUPID.

NDP is just so cool, don't you think so? If you agree with me say YES YES YES. HAH.

Off to polish boots now. WHEE! =)

PILOT JACINTHA! =D

2006-08-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

YAY! I'm so happy today! Let me tell you why.

Well, today I got up at like 5 in the morning to fetch my uncle at the airport. He's back from Manchester, and he's amazing! He's supposed to be there to work for 3 months, but he managed to finish all the work in less than 3 weeks and now he's back!

The best thing is, once he walked out of the arrival hall, he gave me this model airplane! IT'S A MEGATOP B747-400! =D THANK YOU SO MUCH UNCLE DANIEL =D

He said he knew I would come to fetch him, so he bought me the model! YAYNESS! He bought one for Darryl too I guess. So this made me happy the whole day. HEEHEE.

Yesterday was Symphony of Praise. The music performances were good, especially the cello, band and guzheng. I'm proud of these music groups. Of course, not forgetting to mention harp! They played my favourite canon in d!

So I was at SCH for the whole afternoon till night. I watched the 1430 one with Judith, and I had to do environmental duty in the night. Had lots of fun with Angeline in the night, and I was smsing Glendi-beembo throughout the whole of last night's performance. HAH. Sorry if I disturbed you Glendi!

Jaaziel, as usual, was SUPER blind. HAH.

So all in all, HAPPINESS today!

YAWNSSSSS

2006-08-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

*YAWNSSSSS*

I feel sleepy! NDP rehearsal today. It was not that bad! But, there were curvings in our beloks. HAH.

It's Mum's birthday today! =D HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! =D

I think NDP parades are COOL. SUPER COOL! I guess I'm in love with NDP parades! Sadly, I didn't sign up for the national one!

Watching army daze now. HAH. Tmr's Symphony of Praise! =D

Update soon!

HOHOHO!

2006-08-01T19:36:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO! MERRY CHRISTMAS! =D

Alright, please ignore that first statement, I was just being random. Hmmm, I was talking to ChingFang a few days ago and she told me that she had to stay back for the whole week. So come to think of it, I have to stay for the whole week too!

Monday - Lessons ended at 1530. Then went for a short GB meeting to hand in our Fortnight cards till like 4 plus.

Tuesday(which is today) - Met up with the rest in 5A1 to count the amount of money we've collected in total till 4.

Wednesday - NDP rehearsal from 1430 to 1830.

Thursday - Peer tutoring till 3 plus.

Friday - NDP rehearsal again from 1430 to 1830.

And there's chunks of badgework which I've not started on. I just remembered that I am the orderly NCO for 18th August! If I'm not wrong it's Melinda's birthday! Oh Mel, I'm sorry to say, I don't want this day to come! It's not that I don't like your birthday or something!

International and Heritage badgework are both due on that day, and I have Biology common test, and there's a test for the Heritage badge! That week from Tuesday to Friday is all common tests. STRESS!

Oh, there's some stupid person in my class who likes to have tests after parades. Which means, I have E,Geog test on the 8th, after NDP parade, or rather, the celebrations. Who will have the mood? And for those marching in the parade, who will have the energy or concentration to do the test?! I was just damn pissed today.

Not only this pissed me, but I think that someone is super selfish also. Whatever lah k. All you think about is your own group's benefits. Have you ever thought that my group is always the one sacrificing?

Enough said, I'm gonna catch ABC dj later. HAH.

Nicey-nice!

2006-07-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

HAH. Don't you think this template is nicey-nice?!

I managed to change it without screwing it up! Oh well, actually there were some screw-ups, but I managed to make it into what it was supposed to be! The other codes which I downloaded were somewhat like rubbish.

Hmmm, here's my update! Lots to do right now, badgework (chunks of it), common tests, grade 5 violin and i-don't-know-what-else!

BYEEEEE (:

EPL!

2006-07-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

30 more days to EPL! GO LIVERPOOL! =D

Well, I've been some mad ass recently, laughing at things which are so senseless and whatsoever. Basically it's because life is just too boring!

E.Geog today was the best lesson in the year, it was also the last lesson with Mr Tee. I'm not saying that I like Mr Tee or what, but, he's leaving, and we're having Mrs Wong back into our life. Mrs Wong is really, I-don't-know-what-I-can-say. Trust me, you eat a sweet during her lesson you will still fall asleep!

If that's the way it has to be, I would rather have Mr Tee teaching us! HAHA. Celine will be happy! Ok, talk about Celine. She's damn funny please.

I bought honeystars and milo for lunch. Then I was eating and I offered her some. And guess what she told me. She said, "Jacintha, you should eat one honeystar then take one sip of milo, then you will be eating cereal!" OK. So I was like -.-!

Melody, it was GREAT talking to you last night. =)

Kristopher, it was a PLEASURE to talk to you again! I've found an ardent Liverpool fan! Meet up with you soon.

The week passed so quickly. Somehow it did. Amazing =)

Where's my joker?

2006-07-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

*YAWNS*

Today's GB Day! So, I had a long day today. Really long.

Well, maybe not as long as other times, but it was rather long to me!

The best thing was, I screwed up my O Level Chinese Listening Comprehension. Best of the best. I seriously need to work hard for Paper 1 and 2.

Where's my joker! I think I need a joker who's born one to tell me stuff which can make me laugh my ass off. I'm feeling a little down lately. For no apparent reason.

PMS? No idea. Don't ask me.

thinking of it makes me smile.
but it has yet to come true.

Weird World.

2006-07-15T13:45:00.000+08:00

This world is full of weird people.

Anyway, I wanna dedicate this post to my Dad. =D I love you Dad!

Well, I've comed to realise that my Dad has been very good to me, giving me pocket money every week, joking with me all the time, telling me about his soccer bets, sharing with me his hokkien mee at times, blah blah!

I forgot to tell you Happy Fathers' Day! Though it's like over long long ago. I'm so sorry. And I was away at camp on your birthday ):

Oh well, THANKS for giving me pocket money (this is one thing I must have if not I don't know how to survive). =)

Hmmm, the weather's been strange these days. It was sunny around 12, then dark clouds started looming over the sky, then now it's sunny all again.

No takers for Poofie? Alright, I'm gonna exchange him with the pet shop auntie for a new couple. This time, I think I will take one pair of Puddings, and wait till I give Eagle away to my cousin, I will buy another pair of Winterwhite Sapphire! HOHOHO. I sure know how to make money with my hamsters.

Monday's GeeBee Day! And O Level Chinese Listening Comprehension -.-

Just dig your ears =D

Some people are just so insensitive and weird.

What the hell sia!

2006-07-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

What the hell.

My tuition teacher is like, WHAT THE HELL. He said he will be coming at 2030, but he came at 1955. And at that time, I only started having dinner. So he said he will stay in his car and do some work.

Most what the hell is, I'm supposed to have tuition at 1800 or 1830. But some kukupok took away that slot! Then now I can only have tuition at like 2030. I will be damn tired at that time, let alone being able to concentrate during tuition please!

I laughed like crap with Joy and the rest today as usual for E.Geog. Joy, the one who can't swallow her water! LAUGHS.

I have not polish my boots yet. And there's GB Day rehearsal tomorrow. Best. Seniors are coming back! YAYNESS =D

Oh, my female hamster died today. So now I'm left with 2 males. How to earn money like that tell me! They can't gay together when they fight right! Anyway, the female one died a horrible death, according to my maid. She said one of its eye dropped out. =/ I guess they fought and she just died like that.

There's no chance my Poofie and Eagle are gonna be homos. HAH. Anyone wanna get Poofie from me? It's a GREAT offer here! He's FOC! Let me know if you are interested in adopting my Poofie! Though I will be sad without him.

NOTE: If you want Poofie, please make sure you do NOT get him a female or a fellow male. He's super aggressive. He bit his own son, killed his own wife. He better thank God that there's no hamsters' jail!

Don't just base on this and think that he's some serial killer or what alright. He looks SUPER CUTE when he's FAT. And when he sits down with his 4 limbs towards the middle, you will have the urge to cuddle him!

I sound like I'm advertising for my Poofie. Oh well. That's enough Jacintha!

World Cup. I love. I miss.

2006-07-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

I feel sick without the World Cup.

I am missing it badly. But, the English Premier League is coming! GO LIVERPOOL! =D

I think I am going to change my email address again. Soon I guess? I'll keep you all posted.

What's the world coming to with such people living in it.

Italy! =D

2006-07-10T05:28:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS ITALY! =D

Although I say I support France, but actually I support both Italy and France! Because there's no England. HAH.

Oh well, if only Zidane didn't get the red card and Henry wasn't substituted, they could have won. But, one side has to lose eventually! Come to think of it, it's saddening.

I still think the guy from Italy deserves to be jabbed in the chest by Zidane! You can say I'm mean. But yeah, Zidane should not have done that in the first place, although the guy grabbed him and not let him pass through.

Wasted lah Zidane!

I can't sleep, so I'm here to blog =)

I think Italy's captain is rather cute =D LAUGHS.

World Cup Tonight! =D

2006-07-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

The muscle on my left shoulder is aching like mad. For no reason!

Out for lunch with aunt and cousin, then SHOPPING! =D

Well, there are lots of nice things. I went around looking for my favourite Nike bag like some mad ass, but I still could not find the orange one! There's the purple one, which I like, but somehow I did not like it beacuse of the yellow lining. The yellow lining spoils it all!

Anyway, the orange one is still nicer. World Cup Finals tonight! I'm on for it. GO FRANCE! BEAT ITALY! =D

I still have not completed my A.Maths and E.Maths. All the best Jacintha. =/

Byeeee. =)

You Know, You Are a Real Pain In The Ass, Neck and Everywhere.

2006-07-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

A pain in the ass, neck and everywhere.

So some bloody fucker pissed me off real bad today when I got home, and it had to be the time when I was PMS-ing.

Well, whoever you think, I don't care. It may not be her, it may not be him, it may not be her or him.

My wonderfuls who are reading this, I apologise for using such vulgar words on that person. BUT, I think that the person deserves to be called this way.

Kukus, I'll tell you what happened if you ask me when I see you all.

Mel, THANK YOU VERY MUCH ONCE AGAIN for hearing my complaints in the afternoon!

This morning's weather was the best. Sarah almost got blown away by the SUPER strong wind. I really meant SUPER. Other PL-Lites can vouch for this.

Ok, so now I support France! =D

Oh yes. There's this crazy guy called Jedrick (or whatever his name is spelt as), he added Mel and me in friendster today. So Mel was asking me who this guy was, and Josmin told her that he added many PL-Lites too.

What do you expect my reaction to be? Of course is WHAT THE HELL LAH. Like, do I even know him?! So thinking that he's some maniac or pervertic ass, Mel and I went to delete him in friendster.
Not that I do not know him that's why I chose to delete his contact, but yeah.

Although there are some people in my friend's list whom I do not know, this Jedrick guy gives me the creeps. Oh whatever.

That's all for today. =)

Sneeze and Sneeze and Sneeze.

2006-07-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

Sneeze and sneeze and sneeze.

I just popped a Panadol cold relief pill. Am having this rather bad cold, AGAIN.

Fortunately, there's no school today. =) Thank God for that.

Mel, it was nice gossiping with you on msn just now. =) THANKS!

The world's coming to an end without ENGLAND and BRAZIL in the World Cup. I can't believe France thrashed Brazil. WTH.

So now, World Cup is boring without ENGLAND and BRAZIL. And, I don't know who to support with them gone. Italy, France, Germany, or Portugal?

Maybe France.

Oh well, the people are here to clean the air-conditioners. So much noise pollution in my house right now. RAH!

There's a match tonight at 3am. =D

Music Marathon

2006-06-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

PL's Music Marathon has officially started.

Well, it started yesterday. And we missed the opening ceremony. How sad!

It's ok actually. The starting was boring. But, choir, you all did a GREAT job!

So now, I'm rotting at home, with nothing to do. Actually, there are things to do. HOMEWORK. But, I have no mood to do any work right now. No motivation to do it! I feel like dropping by at Millenia Walk to see people perform.

But, I'm too lazy to get my ass out of the house. I wanna watch Angeline perform tonight! But, I have music practice on. Selena, please come back quickly so that I can call you and ask you to make practice earlier!

Besides, I also do not feel like practising the songs. I don't feel like doing homework, don't feel like playing the violin. I wanna go out! But, where can I go? Who can I meet?!

I'm performing tomorrow. I'm rather scared? But, I will give my best. No worries. =)

GO 3A1! WE ALL CAN DO IT!

And now she's looking for her downtown man.

Hate School

2006-06-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

i can't imagine we are all going back to school tmr.

many people told me they don't wanna go back, same sentiments! like, back to the stressful life which sucks.

WC is still on, which i LOVE by the way. to hell with school. i'm not gonna stop myself from watching WC just because there is school. like hello, WC is only once in 4 years. enjoy while you can! what if you happen to ***, and you can't watch it anymore?

i don't care how much sleep i get. just watch it! i mean, it's your own life right?

oh yes, i think i will not be coming online very often unless i need to do work on the com or whatever. cos i'm trying to control myself from using too much of it! HAHA.

ok i wanna go get ready to watch the match between england and ecuador. CYA!

ps. do tag my board before you leave this site =)

i miss

2006-06-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

I MISS THE HOT SWIMMING GUY BADLY ):

bbq tmr! i'm seeing my gossip gang again! WHOOHOO =D

HOT SWIMMING GUY

2006-06-22T21:44:00.000+08:00

BBQ TODAY AT MS HO'S HOUSE.

wth! her condo damn nice pls! so we were bbq-ing and playing at the same time.

played scissors paper stone in the pool. loser had to take one step deeper down into the pool. LOL. i ended up winning! COOL EH! but it was super fun!

then we ate till super full so in the end we went to the gym to work out a little while the rest bbq-ed.

we were perspiring like crazy after like 10 minutes?! ok so after that we got out of the gym and went to take pics at the swimming pool. we were all jumping.

AND HERE COMES THE HOT SWIMMING INSTRUCTOR!

there's this SUPER HOT AND HANDSOME swimming instructor in the pool! OMFG. he's like freaking tan, as in, the tan tone is just right for a guy, and he's not very muscular (muscular guys with HUMONGOUS muscles are so NOT nice) which i like very much. and he's handsome. AND HE'S EURASIAN! he just looks, ANG MOH!

melody and i had the same sentiments! DAMN. i should have asked melody to take a pic of him secretly! SAD!

ok call me guy-crazy or what k. but it's normal for a girl what! LOL.

cabbed to the mrt station and took a train back. 13 stops for me and 20 stops for melody they all. so during the train ride, we had LOTS of cheap thrill!

we made lots of noise and laugh at the stupidest things. but trust me, it was really fun! we recorded the different, erm, "songs" we sang? LOL. i laughed till i teared and candice was quite surprised about me tearing when i laughed. i just laughed too hard!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. home and tuition after that. tuition was boring. RAH!

i seriously need to go for a run tmr! bbq on saturday again =D

timothy is the lamest.

2006-06-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

timothy is the lamest who makes me laugh whenever i talk to him. hey tim if you are reading this pls make sure that your head doesnt go too big till it burst or something. HAHA.

melo and the rest came yesterday to study. and we ended up watching NAKED WEAPON first, then get down to real studying after that. angeline was singing some AH HA HA song which made us laugh like mad asses, especially meiyang! her laughter made me laugh too!

melody and meiyang think that my house looks like japanese house. -.- i beg to differ! LOL.

genesis dreamt of athalie, me and herself talking about forming some kuku family. HOW COOL CAN THIS BE! HAHAHA. i'm kuku nugget, melody's kuku sotong, athalie's kuku coconut, and genesis is kuku nut!

i know this is rather lame and weird to most people who are reading this, but i can tell you, it's really fun to us.

without these kuku people in my life, i can guarantee you my life span will be shorter. they are the ones who make my day =D

good luck to timothy the lamest, kenneth the disappeared and joel the dont-know-what (i gotta ask leanne this) for their mugging! exams for you joel. HAHA. pls let me know if you want another update soon!

kuku-est of all

2006-06-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

That's all I wanna do. says:
I BLOGGED ALR

That's all I wanna do. says:
YOURE FAMOUS!

That's all I wanna do. says:
HAHAHA!

jacintha says:
HUH?

jacintha says:
I'M FAMOUS?

That's all I wanna do. says:
hahaha!

That's all I wanna do. says:
YEAH!

That's all I wanna do. says:
CAUSE YOURE IN MY BLOG

That's all I wanna do. says:
SO YOU RE FAMOUS!!

That's all I wanna do. says:
HAHAHA!!

jacintha says:
yeah yeah!

jacintha says:
and i tagged again!

jacintha says:
LOL.

That's all I wanna do. says:
but you know at the blog preview can see the heart leh!!

That's all I wanna do. says:
chicken leh blogger!!

That's all I wanna do. says:
hahaha!!

That's all I wanna do. says:
YOU KUKU SOTONG BALL LA!

jacintha says:
YOU KUKU NUGGET BALL!

That's all I wanna do. says:
hahaha!

That's all I wanna do. says:
YEAH WE ALL BALLS!

chop chop chop

2006-06-17T13:08:00.000+08:00

jacintha says:
you know, we are gonna disect a pig's heart when school reopens.

Tim - I think my neighbours house is haunted... says:
how fun

Tim - I think my neighbours house is haunted... says:
chop chop chop

jacintha says:
-.-

I'm Living In Misery

2006-06-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm currently living in misery.

I just feel very terrible and MISERABLE now. I want to cry out loud, cry out my sorrows. I need a shoulder. I think my pillow will help.

Don't ask me what happened. Don't wanna talk about it.

I'm just destined to suffer at this point of time.

J-benchwarmers

2006-06-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

J-benchwarmers!

let me share with you something nice! =) there's this SUPER GREAT movie called THE BENCHWARMERS! if you have not watched it, go catch it with your friends! trust me, it's FREAKING FUNNY. made me laugh all the way! =D

so today out with the J-bench people! rather fun. took lots of pics. but unfortunately our scanners are not working. HAH. then we were talking about our school's music marathon.

DAMN.

the freaking millenia walk is like shit pls. after hearing what jillian said, it's like as if millenia walk does not even have a single pathetic soul there! WTH LAH.

our school's really damn ngiao until don't know what! WA LAO. they want money or good reputation! you can't BUY a good reputation for the school with the MONEY you save pls!

to everyone who tagged my board, THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR CONCERN! i've cheered up now! =D no worries!

FUCKING PISSED

2006-06-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW.

I WANNA RUN AWAY FROM HOME.

TRUST ME. IF I HAVE THE MONEY RIGHT NOW, I WILL STRAIGHT AWAY PACK MY STUFF, GET AN AIR TICKET, AND FLY TO SOME FAR FARAWAY LAND AND NEVER COME BACK UNLESS THERE'S A NEED TO.

OR I MAY CHOOSE TO DIE AT SOME FAR FARAWAY PLACE SO THAT NO ONE WILL REMEMBER MY EXISTENCE.

MY LIFE IS LIKE HELL NOW. WHAT ELSE CAN I DO BUT SOUND SUICIDAL NOW. I'M GOING NUTS. I HOPE I REALLY DO. THEN I WILL NOT HAVE TO SEE SOME BITCH'S FACE EVER AGAIN.

Peanut Butter!

2006-06-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

right now, i'm eating peanut butter bread.

note the time! it's 2228. yet i'm still eating! well, i was craving for it lah.

yummy! =)

melody tan ah melody tan! are you at your com? you are not replying me on msn! KUKU NUGGET LAH YOU. just like me. -.-

KUKU NUGGET

2006-06-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

blogger's such a KUKU NUGGET.

and i don't know why i'm still using it!

oh wells.

BOOHOOS!

2006-06-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE

i'm back from company camp.

i am having an awful day today cos i'm not feeling well! bad cold and this soon-to-come sore throat. BEST.

sore throat was because of all those screaming during camp and sec4 farewell. ):

somehow i feel closer to my gb friends. maybe it's because this holiday i'm spending most of my time with you these sweet people!

alright i think i will blog about camp probably tonight or tmr?

Falling Sick

2006-06-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

cheers for jacintha.

i passed my drill test stage 3! BUT. i'm not happy because of someone.

don't ask me who.

she's the most pervertic person i've ever known. trust me. MOST PERVERTIC. PERVERTIC IN ANY WAY SHE CAN BE.

i just have to pray hard that she does not appear in my sight on 22nd june. my life will be so much better if only i did not make that choice in sec 1. well, even if it was destined, my life would be SO MUCH better without her around.

and one bad thing is happening. which is, i'm falling sick.

sore throat. block nose. i cant afford to fall sick! there are still so many things to do. i feel terrible now. DAMN TERRIBLE.

Drill Test

2006-06-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

tmr's drill test.

wish me luck.

i hope i pass.

embrace yourself jacintha.

it's a long day for you tmr.

What's With Life Now.

2006-06-04T14:49:00.000+08:00

here's an update.

estherfez is finally over, and we managed to clinch a silver for our drama. seriously, i didnt expect to get a silver, at least a certificate of participation. now we're left with music marathon.

she's been screaming at me to pack my shelf and table, esp. those under my table. all she knows is to pick on me EVERYDAY. i'm not kidding. it's EVERYDAY. she's driving me mad. totally. alright, i'm just a pain in her ass. how about that. WHATEVER.

everyone in the family loves to pick on me. every damn mistake is MY fault. every damn thing which went wrong is also MY fault. WHAT'S WITH LIFE. life is never fair. repeat. NEVER. talk about fairness. can't they just keep their damn mouths SHUT.

You Light Up My Life

2006-05-31T18:16:00.000+08:00

sonia sent me one of my favourite songs. the theme song of the pilot show called Triumph In The Skies. so i ended up listening to it like 3 times in a row.

i'm not sick of the song, seriously. blasting it out loud in the air-conditioned room makes me feel good. the melody and tune of it, makes me feel relaxed and less stress about cca stuff. it made me feel all good and refreshed. and most importantly, it gave me A CLEAR MIND.

well, this song is not some powerful song which can make people feel good. although this song is in cantonese, it has such GREAT impact on me. WONDERFUL. =) i sort of understand the song. it's very meaningful and has a touching and impactful story behind it.

anyway, if i'm right, Triumph In The Skies is coming on channel u. so be sure to catch it! this is a show NOT TO BE MISSED. trust me. i'm gonna watch it for the THIRD time! call me mad or whatever. this show motivates and inspires me. it made me cry too. angeline aw and jinhua, pls watch this show! our dream =D

alright. this is not some song review or drama serial review. I FEEL GOOD AFTER LISTENING TO THE SONG FOR LIKE 5 TIMES. =)

holidays=busy

2006-05-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

280506. the best day of JACINTHA CHENG'S life.

why is that so? let me tell you why. we had an absofuckinglutely great time yesterday.

so yesterday, i went to the airport early in the morning to send joey off for her school trip to china. i saw pilots, OLD ones, and airplanes! the morning sun was majestic, shining over the runways. then on the way to the supermarket i fell asleep in the car. so after i reached home, for not even 30 minutes, i went out again.

the fun STARTS.

headed to braddell mrt station to meet shang chao people. met up with yingxian, shiting and gonggong (junjie). saw han chao there and we called christine. but she was still at bedok station! so we went to SPH first. 4 of us just crapped all the way there. damn hilarious. when we reached there many people were there already. then ** came. shiting and yingxian was like calling his name lah! then i was like TMD.

it started raining so we went into the auditorium. did our scrapbk and crapped outside. then christine came and we yakked more. we even went to the 5th floor to slack. crashed the resting area. then we called macs for lunch. sat in one circle with shang chao and we shared cold jokes. SO HILARIOUS! dont know who opened the 20 packets of chili sauce lah. we also had this big chunk of fries in the middle. wei lai joined us and we had racist jokes and stuff.

it was SUPER COLD at the auditorium, plus it was raining. to tell the truth, i didnt really do much for the scrapbk! i'm sorry! so christine, yingxian, shiting and me slacked around. we were bored so we went to the ladies. guess what we did there! first we pee-ed (rather crude i know). next we started singing songs. then we took pictures with christine's cam. we were just self-obsessed! later we called xiaohan in to join us and we took pics again! BEST THING. we called jianhao and weilai into the ladies to do the butt dance for us to see! this is a super rare chance lah! they were guys, yet they dared to come into the ladies! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! we even video-ed it down!

then after that han chao went to j8 for dinner so shiting and i were dragged along to join christine. christine ah christine! forever staring at him! LOL. then after that gonggong, shiting, jianhao and i went to meet xiaohan and the rest at PS for movie. in the end the tickets were sold out! SAD. on the way there we talked and yakked and laughed all the way. gonggong damn funny pls. do stupid things make us laugh! then jianhao and i were laughing our asses off! SUPER HILARIOUS. no movie, in the end we were walking around PS. went to yamaha to look around.

and i saw the electric violin! it costs like $2095! but it's super nice! SCREAMS- we ended gossiping in macs till 9. train home with jianhao, shiting with jackson. jianhao has to go home to malaysia. MALAYSIA! cool eh! he's the one with the sexy butt! random things on the way home. he's a very nice person! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. xiaohan and huixiang LOVE him to bits.

all these make me wanna be TXY even more. there's so much fun and laughter! and no worries! how nice and wonderful can that be lah. oh my mama. i'm missing shang chao and the rest. xiaohan, huixiang, jianhao, jiaming, cecilia, chengyao etc. i'm sorry if i missed out on anyone! oh well, i miss you all very much! when can we meet again?

i'm seeing my gang tmr

2006-05-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

i'm seeing my gang tmr! HAPPY!

*YAWNS* i feel like tonning tonight. cos i'm gonna maple soon and i know i will not be sleeping that early. then later i have to get up at 4 or 4 plus like that cos i'm going to the airport to send joey off.

can't wait for tmr! SCREAMS-

bad day

2006-05-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

): had a bad day. or rather, bad hair day!

meet-the-parents was bad. everything was bad!

****! ** ****** ** ********** *******! * ***** ** ***** **** ***** ** ****! ): ******* ***. ***. * **** **** **** * *** *** *** ** ******. **** * *******! ***!

if you can make out what i'm saying, then all i can tell you is. you and i have telepathy. i wanna sms christine to tell her about it. SCREAMS-

anyway, had a great laugh with melody and the rest today. JAAZIEL, THANKS FOR MAKING ME LAUGH MY ASS OFF TODAY! YOU WERE GREAT =D what i meant by great laugh is really great. i laughed till i cried. so how great can this be? tell me about it. =)

and my damn phone is always restarting by itself after i send each sms. what the hell is wrong lah. i seriously need to get a new phone. though this one is only like 5 months old.

-.-

2006-05-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

-.- my right leg is aching for no apparent reason.

had a rather bad day in school. so i was gossiping with siowyun in the taxi on the way home. LOL. had a great time. i was supposed to call her when i got home and continue her story but i forgot! SO SORRY! well well, newfound hobby! GOSSIP!

gossiping with christine, yingxian and shiting at camp was SUPER FUN, i miss gossiping with the rest! ):

so now i'm blasting yes933 into my ears. let me tell you something.

thinking that i do not have to go to school tmr as there will be meet-the-parents session, i was so happy that i can like sleep like some pig lah. BUT, athalie phau phau came to tell me that there will me estherfez meeting tmr morning at 8. -.-! so i was damn sad. aiyar, we should just have the meeting since estherfez is drawing nearer and nearer.

tonning through the night is like super fun. maybe you should try it too. ton and gossip with christine and gang! =) oh i'm seeing them on sunday again! OOH LALA.

a short and quick one

2006-05-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

well, here's a short and quick update on what's going on.

i finished packing for tmr's chinese cultural camp at downtown east. WHEES! and i will be off tmr till wednesday. 3A1, do miss me! =P

somehow, i'm feeling a little scared for the camp, and i'm feeling a little blue. i want to back out at the last minute. but i know i can't. well. maybe i'll turn out to enjoy myself at the camp. i hope so lah. so yeah everyone, i will miss yakking and crapping with you all on msn for these days!

classes will be quiet without amanda and me making noises. PEACE TO EVERYONE! oh well. i have not start researching on my group's history. i'm in shang dynasty. HAHAHAHA. cool dude eh.

CYA (do miss me!)

ALL HAIL THE GREAT VIOLINIST JACINTHA CHENG

2006-05-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

ALL HAIL THE GREAT VIOLINIST JACINTHA CHENG!

ok i'm just being ego! well, i found this picture while i was surfing around for pictures of electric violins. i watched bond's concert at the royal albert hall as i have the vcd.

i kept watching play "duel" and "oceanic"! trust me. oceanic's GREAT. esp. the second half of the whole song. i just like the second part. to those who have heard it before, the part which they played individually was DARN COOL AND EMOTIONAL RIGHT?! i think justin you know, since you also have the vcd. HURHUR!

i wanna get an electric violin! tim just told me that he saw it at yamaha in thomson plaza. i shall go and have a look during the hols don't you think this violin look SUPER nice and pretty? the colour matches!

so right now i'm blasting "duel" out loud through the speakers like nobody's business! no worries, i will blast OCEANIC even louder =)

CHINESE CAMP

2006-05-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

common tests are over. FINALLY.

i've been playing and playing for the long wk end. and i forgot all about the homework and assignments. GREAT JOB JACINTHA. well, it's just me! i will tend to forget all about work and assignments and blah blah once the tests are over. like, who cares?!

those hardworking ones perhaps. i feel so lazy. HURHUR! so serves me right. i have to chiong all the work during the wk days. actually i like it this way. then wk ends i will have no work to do!

the truth is, i've been playing maplestory everyday after common tests ended except for today. i know some of you may think that it's one lame or childish game. trust me. you will get addicted to it after playing it for some time. or maybe you have very good self-control and can stop playing it for 278364232385902734574428 years like timothy, kenneth, marcus, teck ching and leanne. =) I MISS THEM. when can we meet?!

chinese camp at downtown east coming up! my heart's filled with all the excitement and FEAR. what if i can't make friends there. i'll probably just stone during all the activities. the best thing of all is, we get to miss school on the last wk from monday to wednesday! this means, NO E.MATHS AND A.MATHS! thank God!

trust me, you can just rot and die during A.maths. by the time the lesson ends, xioahui and i are bingo champions. well, we were playing bingo throughout the whole lesson and not listening to her. she spoke so softly. and after 2 periods, she's still at the 2nd page. mind you, 1 period is 35 minutes. so 2 periods make up 1 hr and 10 minutes. ok not only this, after 1 period the next day, she still has not gone beyond half of the 3rd page. ALL HAIL THE GREAT A.MATHS RELIEF TEACHER MADAM ***. ok. i'm not gonna reveal her name. i'll respect her privacy, in this aspect.

YUCKS. school tmr. i've been looking forward to public holidays on wkdays so we can miss a day of school. but it seems like there's no more of it for this term. AAWWWW. ): but it's ok. i'm missing school with amanda for 3 days in wk 10! YEAH WE ARE GONNA PLAY TRUANT AND GO TO TIMBAKTU AND DO THE TRIBAL DANCE AND SING ULU PANDAN SONGS AND CELEBRATE JACINTHA'S DAY AND AMANDA'S DAY AT IHFWUIGFJBVKFOH ISLAND.

yeah right. we will be off for our chinese camp during that period. =D

PMS PMS PMS

2006-05-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

PMS.

i'm PMSing again. i dont know why. dont ask me too. i feel tired and just wanna slp all day long. im in a bad mood and am having mood swings.

what's with the stupid school giving us such a stupid project and making the stupid deadline during common test wk. like hey stupids, we need to study for our tests. have you all ever thought about this? how are we gonna do all these damn projects amidst all the studying? DON'T BE DUMB.

and life's not gonna get better after common tests. they will probably chuck us with lots of projects and assignments. as usual, they think that we are superwomen and have very good brain power and that our brain works 24/7. WELL THEN THANK YOU FOR THINKING SO HIGHLY OF US. it's not appreciated. esp. me.

ok i think i'm just whining about how sick life is now. and i'm disgusted at myself. WHATEVER JACINTHA.

OH MY NONO.

2006-05-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

OH MY NONO.

i just realised that i updated like every single day. cos i just felt like updating! so yeah well.

well about the traumatising this i mentioned in the previous post, i dreamt of her this morning. i dont wanna talk about it cos it's rather scary. it can't be coincidental. it has a meaning behind it. what is she trying to tell us? has something gone wrong? oh well. enough of this thing.

physics test was quite ok today. i'm left with e.maths and a.maths and biology. good luck jacintha! bio is not gonna be easy to study!

i'm feeling tired. *YAWNS*

HAPPINESS!

2006-05-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS!

ask me why am i so happy today! ask me! come on! ask me!

cos i know i can pass my chemistry test!

well. yesterday i was freaking out while revising cos i was super scared that i will fail again. and if i fail again. i will live in self denial and in be in a world of my own and cut communications from the outside world and talk to myself all day long and scold myself for being stupid and eventually end up in woodbridge.

then this morning i was still very scared. but yeah. i did the paper and HAPPINESS! HURHUR! oh well. i have no mood to study physics now. it seems easy to study. but yeah. i hope i pass? cos i failed the paper in the first term! *PRAYS HARD*

well my mum and sis dreamt of my ahma last night. and yeah. it was damn scary. so now i'm like traumatised and afraid of going to slp. i dont wanna slp tonight cos im like freaking scared. so how?! i cant stay awake all night too! BAH! ): seriously i'm very very very SCARED.

PISSING

2006-05-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

i'm pissing right now. call it pms or whatever. like hey. i have my own life. you dont have to tell me what to do. you say i shout at you all the time. have you ever wondered why. cos you are just too annoying and irritating. do you even give me the basic privacy. thats a basic human right. whatever. i have to listen to you all the time. sorry. no more. i have my own mind. you are not my master. im not your servant nor slave. call me rebellious or what i dont care. you wanna slap me? fine. go ahead. hitting yourself is not going to make me guilty about making you angry or what. TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.

SIAO KUKU

2006-05-02T18:22:00.000+08:00

i just felt like talking to myself. so here i am.

firstly, meiyang helped me change to this skin. THANK YOU DARLING =) school was alright today, social studies test was also alright. so yeps, all in all it was alright. ok i'm just being random.

today i laughed till i cried. amanda. as usual did some crap which made us laugh, esp. me. it's like, when we walked past 3b1 mr lim was there. then he was like: hey hello hello! to the class. then amanda mimicked him and said it like quite loud and he heard it. HAHAHAHAHA! worse was he saw us! then we quickly ran and hide and then i was laughing my ass off in the toilet. devi and the rest were like cool down and stuff. but i cant! i just kept laughing my ass off. so later devi judith lesley and preethi waited for us outside the toilet and scared us. then mrs jacob was at the second floor and she was like: GIRLS! so guess what. we tio shock and ran back to class. what a lame day! HAHAHAHAHA.

so yeah and we found out that there was this sec1 girl who crushes judith! then judith was like telling us about the sms and things. and we added like some effects and made ourselves laugh. okay this sounds like cheap thrill! =) physics was quite funny, with mr low talking about the bullet hitting some alien if it flew that high. quite crap lah.

after school went to meiyang's place to study chemistry with her. we studied a little and she was like looking for brushes in some hybridgenesis thing for her photoshop, and i was left alone to stone. STONE! haha. then melody called and we started talking rubbish. home with althea after that. and the freaking bus 13 took like super long to come lah. so again i stoned at the bus stop for like 20 minutes then it came.

then on the way home i saw this siao kuku indian man singing some song. he's damn buey paiseh(not shy) and sang quite loud. many people were like walking on the street also pls. he's just one siao kuku lah! but not as siao as me and melody cos we are from the siao gang. and me and devi from the maddie club. YEAH. i'm the ultimate siao one. HAHAHAHAHA.

dont you think this skin is rather nice? or very nice? =) bye!

BAHBAHBAH

2006-05-01T18:06:00.000+08:00

life is simply disgusting right now.

1) no more sec4s and 5s to joinus for gb meetings. so now meetings are super weird without them. ):

2) common tests start tmr. i studied chemistry for 4 hours today and it's still not enough. i need to get more things into my head!

3) although there's no school next tuesday for us, we have to study. NO PLAY.

4) a.maths and pure bio will be on the same day. like, OHMYGOSH. my head's definitely gonna explode and all the brain matter will be exposed.

5) we sec3s have to plan for company camp.

sadly, i can only think of 5. i wanted to think of more but i cant. mental block i guess? alright. bye. and i think my next update will be like 11th may? or maybe this coming wk end. all the best to everyone who's having tests and exams!

SHIT DAY I HAD

2006-04-24T15:28:00.001+08:00

today was quite a shit day. with all the ramblings from big bird in the morning about theft cases, then next was yeah, what do i call her? rather, suckie. yar so back in class suckie scolded us for not helping her and stuff. like pls. who wants to! anyway, was quite ok lah.

im so not gonna give a damn about e maths anymore. i'll just do my homework and hand them up on time and do well for that subject and prove her wrong. so wrong about our class. how can she! like as if we are not annoyed with her too. ah whatever.

after sch i was like yakking about how DUMB things were about gb. well, the officers did not tell us who is the new PCs and so how are we gonna like, have roll call! and squad 12 does not have a squad leader to take attendance for them on friday! seriously, how dumb can this be lah.

home alone today. BAH! i hate going home alone! cos of some thing which happened in sec 1. it's not a big thing. it just makes me scared of going home alone now. i just dont like going home alone and being alone, well yeah at times i like to be alone, in my own world.

tests are coming! like, DAMN. this means that we have to slog out hard for these dumb stuff. just do well and we will reach the safety level. BAH! i totally hate life now. last night devi and i were complaining about how bad life was for the both of us. and we started scolding other people about things which we did not like. all that yakking, seriously, DID NOT make me feel better about life and DID NOT make me change my perception. GREAT.

OH MAN. just get it over and done with! must we, humans, really suffer this way to get the best result we want? i don't think we have to go through all this just to enjoy. what's the point! people say, enjoy the process! the process is the most important! but are we really enjoying the process? the answer definitely is: NO! thinking of how sick life is now makes me wanna give up everything and just shut myself into a world of my own.

alright, enough about bad life. BAH!

SHIT DAY I HAD

2006-04-24T15:28:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.

2006-04-22T16:36:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

justin thought i was the one playing the guitar in the video! LAUGHS- i where got so pro! i havent even learn it yet. cos im still at my violin. and now i love my violin even more cos i can play it during devotions in GB! =D

anyway justin, nice to know you!

life's been bad this week. im feeling stress and stuff. but. many people assured me i can do it. people like teck ching and kenneth. THANKS BUDS. i know i can do it. cos i'm strong yea!

i so love watching ms swan! LOL. she's one funny shit. damn funny!

HIT THE LI BA LAH!

2006-04-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH! =D one more yr and you can watch m18 movies! LAUGHS-

HIT THE LI BA LAH.

1) the weather's very extreme. when it's hot, it's really SUPER HOT. then when it is gonna rain, it rains heavily as if there was a drought for like 87564251576 years.

2) we still cannot find mr. thomson to tell him that we are SO NOT gonna present our proposal to the whole school on monday. does he know that we will tell him about this and thus he's hiding away from us?! i hope not. maybe siow yun and the rest found him today after school. MAYBE.

3) i have a lot of things to clarify with ms koh before i can do the proposal for the 9th june thing. ms koh why did you leave school so early today!

4) i have a huge pile of tuition hw waiting IMPATIENTLY for me at my table at the moment.

5) i spent a lot this wk and am broke. but luckily i found some money in my drawer. >.<

6) i'm so tired that i wanna slp. but look at the IMPATIENT pile waiting there!

7) and this unreasonable teacher made us do some chemistry essay questions and hand up 2 days later when we have tests and lots of hw to do. HOW GREAT CAN THIS BE MAN.

8) sec 4s are stepping down this friday. and sec 3s will take over. well, for me, even before sec 4s take over i have already have lots to do. ah well, i'm the first service comm head. what can i do? and i seriously think that there are too little people in service comm. ms ho can you transfer more people to my comm pls!

9) i screwed up my a maths today. i better work hard for the common test. what's with coordinate geometry! to hell with it pls.

10) how i wish i could pick up a million dollars on the street. yeah right DREAM ON JACINTHA. this will never happen lah.

alright. this are the 10 things which are like, BAD. or rather, negative. felicia, melody and i got your present! i bet you will go OH MY GOD tmr when you see it. and we will just laugh our asses off. we bought you this SUPER CUTE thing. it's not as cute as you imagine!

melody! it was great with you today =D with the talk on people changing and stuff. LAUGHS- let's go get more earrings next time. thank you for making my day a nice one today! =) maybe next time we can lunch out together after school with meiyang. HAHAHA.

i heard the ice-cream man when i was walking home. so i was thinking: i should get an ice-cream later. and ooh lala i got it. i was craving for it. (: btw, anyone has the song called "like a rose" by a1? if you have can you pls send it to me? =D

DAMN.

2006-04-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

DAMN DAMN DAMN. DAMN IT!

mr. thomson! pls dont make us present in front of the whole school! i'll just die! man. i feel like crying now. how can he do this to us. they took our presentation because they wanted us to present in front of the whole school, not because they wanted to show mrs lee! how can they! BAH! i just got this call from joy. AH DAMN IT! i'm so gonna freak out on monday. i can just hit the li ba now and die! li ba as in fence. if you dont know this pls go hit the li ba straight away.

had this crappy trip home with siowyun and charis pek today. it's charis who made it like crap. she doesnt know what is li ba, so i told her all the more she should hit it and die. she's just so, i-dont-know-what-i-can-say.

busy wk ahead, with a maths class test and service comm stuff. ALAS! there's something to do at service comm! well, first task ahead and it's a big project. kind of tough actually. yeps. but i'll manage. and timothy. pls reply me on msn. you are like dead and out of range! timothy as in not the instructor timothy but my friend timothy. yar.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA! =D you are one yr older than before! next up, kenneth's birthday.

ms koh! where is the email? i'm waiting!

to hell with stress! seriously, don't make us present in front of the whole school. i will freak out. SHIT. dead shit!

WHERE ARE YOU ICE-CREAM MAN?

2006-04-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

WHERE ARE YOU ICE-CREAM MAN?

bah. i heard the ice-cream man ringing the bell just now when i was watching tv. BUT. he was at the street at the back. and if i want him to come over he has to go one round. so yeps. i was waiting for him to come, but he didn't come! i was craving for ice-cream. ): i'm still kind of camp-sick. yesterday morning the sec 3s were cheering in the hall during assembly. that made me feel sad and brought me back to the camp memories. ):

seeing the work pile up and up in my life makes me sick. it's like after one whole wk of not studying due to innovation wk and camp, everyone's not in the mood to study. but i'm adjusting back. i'm trying. today meiyang told me that i'm gonna be the orderly NCO on 5th may. BAH! but she's worse lah. she's gonna be the first sec 3 orderly NCO then me. so mine's not that bad actually. chapel was kinda boring today. i hope tmr's better. =)

and i pray that i will get well soon! cos i'm like coughing (though i still crave for ice-cream) and having this bad cold. i practically filled up 2 packets of tissue with *AAHEM*. and throughout the whole of A.maths i was like this. Maths Makes Me Mad. here are the 4Ms. yeah man. i'm off. take care everyone and may God bless those who are sick that they may get well soon! =)

CAMP ROCK-SAPPHIRE! =D

2006-04-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

i'm just simply camp-sick. I LOVE CAMP ROCK!

day 1
went to sch for camp. we were like stoning in school till like 10 plus then went to the campsite. did our cheer and flag in school. i've got to admit: my instructors are SUPER and cute! esp. DONOVAN! glynnis and i are crazy over him, totally. so first day we did the low elements and GS. don didn't follow cos he had to the belaying thing for the high elements. ): we still had lihui =D at night we had our mascot pageant cos of the rain. we were supposed to play kidnapped! sounds FUN. but yar, it rained. other groups were really creative, esp. GROUP 19! which is the instructors. they had GAYSHA as their mascot! how cool can this be. LOL. the whole thing was damn funny. during dinner glynnis counted like 62 lizards in the canteen. WOAH. of cos, the toads and frogs were partying around too during midnight. then in the middle of the night shabanah, xioa hui and rekha heard people singing. EERIE! but i heard scrapping noise and i thought it was a ghost.

day 2
it's our turn to do the high elements. i only tried the log thing and zipline. i was supposed to do challenge pole but there wasnt enough time. LOL. sorry lihui! partly because i was damn scared too. anyway, SAPPHIRE ROCKS. but there's this girl called faith something, can you believe this. throughout the whole camp she didn't make a single sound, let alone speak a word. glynnis was trying to get her to talk but she failed. if i dont talk i can just die lah pls. i was feeling super high on this day. during lunch, shiyun and i went to get watermelon. more and more of it! we even stood at the watermelon tray there and ate like some mad people. she's just obsessed with watermelon! oh btw, there's this crazy girl in my group. she's seriously crazy, you know, mental problems that kind. she asked me to go back to the hut with her cos she wanna put her comb back, so i went with her. then on the way back to zipline, she asked me to be her jie! here goes:
CRAZY: can you be my jie jie?
JAC: erm, no. dont want lah.
CRAZY: why?
JAC: (so i gave this excuse)cos last time keep playing then now very sian already.
CRAZY: oh ok. then can you be my papa or mama?
JAC: FRANTICS- ER. NO!!!??
then i quickly went to look for my group. not only she asked me this, she even asked glynnis, joy and shiyun and priscilla from ruby and joelle! luckily shiyun and priscilla said no. BUT joy and glynnis said yes! DAMN. HAH. joelle even more steady lah! here goes again:
CRAZY: can you be my jie jie?
JOELLE: ER, i go take my lime juice. BYE BYE.
joelle damn steady pls! when wynn or faith told us about this we all laughed like mad. then shabanah told us that this crazy person is mad. she can have a crush on 5 people at ONE time if you be her jie jie and write letters to you and expect you to reply. LUCKILY I SAID NO! again it rained! so BLOOP. there goes our kayaking and apseiling. damn it man. so we were preparing for our camp item. DON LAH. was like laughing at our item! lihui was nice to teach us new things. =D poor shabanah, she fell sick. then at night, CAMPFIRE! i was like super high and we all started singing like mad. SUPER FUN AND COOL. actually, i enjoyed the campfire the most. =) we also did new stuff, sang sad songs and stuff. then when ms yoong went to extinguish the fire, we were all like damn solemn and sad. you know it's like, you are so into this camp and feel so high all the time, you don't want the camp to end. ): then in the middle of the night i woke up again cos i heard the scrapping noise again! and guess what. it was actually somebody from my group snoring away lah! it sure sounded like some scrapping noise pls. not to forget, the toads and frogs were partying again.

day 3
i almost overslept. we were supposed to get up at 6.30am. then constance, group 5's instructor was saying: let you all slp longer yall dont want. then when its time to get up yall dont wanna get up. i just simply agree with this. LAUGHS- we were all so sleepy and tired. mainly for me, i didnt wanna break camp. after breakfast xioahui's group and my group went high so we started singing the camp songs. all of us felt like super sad that camp's gonna end. did mass area cleaning. i guess lihui volunteered our group to wash the toilet. so we did it and did a good job of it. the cleaning was just simply horrible. with dirty shoes, panties, EVEN BRA, and stuff like this were at the rubbish bag. WORST OF THE WORST, BLOODY SANITARY PADS IN THE TOILET BOWLS. when lihui asked me to pick it up from the toilet bowl i was super reluctant to do it! like EEWWWW AND EEEEEYER! who throws their bloody things into the toilet bowls! dont they have brains? or are they just suffering from bird flu? YUCKS. so no choice, picked it up and into the garbage bag. after mass area cleaning we all went to get signatures from the instructors. SADDEST THING OF ALL: I DID NOT GET DONOVAN'S SIGNATURE! he left camp on the second night i think! that's what lihui told us, that he left camp already! so glynnis and i were SUPER SAD. how can he just leave without telling us! ): i also didnt get jeremy's and fraddy's! like so many others too. BUT NVM. i have decided to join CAMP HIGH ACHIEVERS next time! we hugged lihui before we boarded the bus back to school. when we at the multi-purpose hall getting ready to leave, i almost cried, but i held back those tears. i didnt want anyone to see that i was crying cos im afraid that i was the only one crying. but yar, i was still very sad. before we left we all singing the "OH IT WAS SAD" song.
*OH IT WAS SAD!*
then when the buses drove past the instructors we were all waving like mad, and timsty chased the bus a little acting like some crazy guy! LAUGHS- he's like damn cute pls! then on the way out to catch a cab from school charis ng, glynnis and i were singing the OH IT WAS SAD song. it was really sad! i didnt miss home, didnt want to go home. just wanted to stay on in camp.

these 3 days and 2 nights with the instructors felt as if we had spent months with them. I SO LOVE LIHUI AND OF COURSE, DONOVAN! =D the handsome ones are damn handsome, pretty ones are SUPER pretty, cool ones are dead cool, cute ones are downright cute and funky ones are SUPER funky! till now, i'm super camp-sick. so during leadership conference today we were all singing the camp songs in christchurch sec canteen. we all went SUPER HIGH and started singing the camp songs in the canteen after the conference like crazy people, esp. the sec 3s. angeline cried in the morning cos she missed her instructor celeste. i wanted to cry too but somehow the tears did not want to go along with me. jenny, you have a point there. (glynnis you infected me with the YOU HAVE A POINT THERE thing) it's like this could be the first and only last time for the sec 3s to go high and sing songs together. but there were some sec 3s who didnt sing. HECK LAH. so in the bus on the way back to school we were all singing songs, praising GOD. i wanna go back to jalan bahtera! ):

as for my pilot ambition, i think i prefer camp high achievers more. i'm sorry airplanes and pilots. just now i had this freaking bad gastric pain. popped a gastric pill and prayed to GOD. and He brought away my pain =) *YAWNS* super sleepy and tired. off to my very own LALA LAND. take care everyone!

P.S. i'll post the camp songs next time, maybe tmr =)

SHIT COOL HE IS.

2006-04-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

OOH LALA

2006-04-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

OOH LALA. zhiyang's the overall champion! actually, i wanted teresa to win, but seriously, zhiyang did better =) CHEERS.

camp rock's nearing soon and i cant wait. it's gonna be super fun. but, some seniors said it was boring. who cares anyway. just enjoy myself! besides, i also cant wait for 29th april. although the star on that day will never be able to make it to the party. but at least she's with us spiritually.

i'm counting the days as they pass. one by one. i'm waiting for a happy day to drop by. when will that happen? i'll never know. actually, that's for me to know and for you to find out! i wanna do this thing from devi's blog. cos i'm feeling bored and i dont feel like sleeping yet.

do you:

1) cut yourself: do i look suicidal?

2) lick yourself: nah. kind of disgusting.

3) whine a lot: i guess so? esp. when i'm tired.

4) yell a lot: when i'm pissed and angry or when i'm super ji dong.

5) have too many friends: enough is enough. having too many friends aint a good thing you know.

6) want to die: yeah most of the time.

7) do drugs: when i'm sick and the doctor tells me so.

8) wear dark colours: seldom.

9) dye your hair: i wish i could.

have you ever:

10) worn rainbow: that's so outstanding hell no.

11) talked on the phone for over 2 hours: tried to but failed.

12) left the country: yeppie doodles.

13) had a party with over 30 people: of course!

14) stolen something: yes. my sisters' things i guess? i forgot.

15) caught something on fire: no, perhaps? i seriously have no idea.

16) cheated on someone: nah.

17) wanted to cheat on someone: do you think it's a yes or no?

18) asked someone out: you mean friends?

last person:

19) you talked to: my aunt whom i had a bet with on tako pachi.

20) you hugged: my bolster.

are you:

21) understanding: i think so?

22) open: when i want to.

23) insecure: i dont know, perhaps?

24) interesting: i am not that ego to say yes. well, maybe i am.

25) hungry: nah.

26) smart: sometimes i feel so.

27) childish: at times.

28) independent: yeps.

29) hardworking: i'm the laziest of all. i wish i am!

30) healthy: i have hepatitis since i was born i think.

31) weird: at times.

32) difficult: at times.

33) attractive: this is an ego question.

34) thirsty: not really. to other people i am thirsty all the time cos i'm a super water tanker.

35) obsessed: with who what where when why how?

36) angry: nah.

37) sad: totally.

38) happy: how can it be when i said i'm feeling sad. this question is dumb.

39) trusting: yeps.

40) reliable: am i?

41) self-disciplined: when i need to.

42) sleepy: most of the time.

43) lonely: yes.

info about yourself:

44) birth name: jacintha cheng

45) birthday: 090191

46) shoe size: there's like so many types.

47) brothers/sisters: 2 sisters.

48) favourite store(s): too many.

49) colour: blue and purple.

50) soda: idk.

51) music: yeppie doodles.

52) the mall: at times.

53) ice-cream: when i'm craving for it.

54) roller coaster: seriously i have not tried it before.

55) cried: duh.

56) missed someone: of course.

57) yelled at someone: i did that like 876743132137897 times.

58) drove somewhere: i wish i had my license.

59) talked to someone on the phone: what's the invention of the phone for then!

60) been online: loads.

61) kissed someone: my lil' cousin.

62) hugged someone: yeppie doodles.

63) last thing you ate: bak kut teh. i love it.

64) been in love: yeps. with cute animals. and things and stuff and blah blah.

65) broke something: yes.

66) betrayed a friend: i forgot if i did. perhaps not.

67) played strip poker: nah. have you?

68) skipped school: lots of time when i was sick.

69) shot a gun: in my dreams perhaps.

70) smoked a cig: never will i.

71) dyed your hair: i wish i could, as i said.

last questions:

72) who is sitting next to me: no one.

73) been in a plane: yeppie doodles! each time i will think of crashing the cockpit! =D

74) killed someone: do ants count?

75) kicked your cat for the hell of it: i dont have cats and even if thats so i wont do it.

76) are you bored of taking this survey: not really, although some questions are really dumb lah.

FUCK OFF BITCH

2006-04-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

WARNING: I'M GONNA USE VULGARITIES. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

WHAT'S WITH JOYCE CHENG. SOME IRRITATING AND ANNOYING FUCKED UP BITCH. WHAT'S WRONG WITH SWITCHING ON THE A/C WHEN THE WEATHER'S LIKE SUPER HOT. YOU WANNA BE IN A SAUNA ROOM IS IT. BLOODY HOT WEATHER AND YOU ARE FUSSING ABOUT THIS AND THAT. YOU ARE JUST SOME EGO PIG WHO IS SO EGO AND THINK YOU ARE THE GREATEST. FUCK OFF IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY AND GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.

done. i so wanna run away from home. i hate life. totally and totally. LIKE PLS. SOMEONE SAVE ME. i cant chill right now seriously. i so wanna slap her.

our illegal gathering at 101 today. next illegal gathering will be on 29th april at aloha loyang. =D weiyu, how about we do your the 101 things to do when we are bored!

PMS

2006-03-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

i've gotta admit, i've been PMSing these days, especially last week. PMS like real bad pls. what's with me this time. idk. just feeling fucked up and stuff.

yesterday i was feeling especially lonely, it just felt so empty.

mr low's duck theory is damn funny. all the ducks will topple over when the wind blows. how can that be. maybe hurricane elvis low can do it. i'm not kidding. to hell with physics. i'm sick of EVERYTHING. SCHOOL. i'm drained now. totally. it's stupid to know that you are learning some a maths thing for 2 years and you dont even get to apply it in your career in future. RUBBISH.

most of the things which i did this wk was kind of a flop. BAH. and i'm deprived of sleep. AND i'm fucking pissed with my mum now, with her constant nagging. i just take it that she likes to pick on me. what a perverse. go on and nag, GO ON, and make sure you dont regret whatever you are doing now.

my mind is bursting, my brain cells are dying and there's a mental block. don't you think that it's a sorrow to think of how stressful life is. i guess mrs chong is right. we are focusing too much on our studies. BUT it's difficult to change our mindsets. because YOU ALL are the ones living in some freak place telling us this and that every single day, therefore our mindsets are like that. just because we are the first class then your expectations are so much higher than the other classes. OH PLS. we are also humans k. don't tell me you are a fugnut.

my question for my readers is: DO PARENTS, ESPECIALLY MOTHERS, LIKE TO PICK ON THEIR CHILD ALL THE TIME AND NOT SHOW THEM CARE AND CONCERN?

to me, yes. i'm sick of life now. TOTALLY. someone enlighten me pls. let me know if there's a solution to end all sorrows and problems and all that stress in life. dont tell me to kill myself. because that is such a stupid thing as dying is not the solution to the problem, although i'm always asking my friends to kill me and let me die.

maybe someday, i should go look at airplanes and reflect on whatever happened. maybe i'll just feel better. MAYBE?

hey melody, valerie, clarice and my dear PC audrey han
thank you all so much for having the faith in me that i'm up to the job
but there's just one factor which i cannot adjust or change
and that's the one which is obstructing me
if not when i am chosen for the job, i will make the best out of it and
let you know that you all have not misplaced your trust and faith =)
once again thank you very much

i've gotta say this

2006-03-24T13:44:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOTTA SAY THIS:

CHEW HOUSE IS THE CHAMPION! ROCK ON CHEW HOUSE! =D

we the people from chew house are just too good lah! LOL.

FLOUR-DED

2006-03-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

HERE COMES TERM 2.

it's a sucky and bad start, i suppose. and it's only the first week and there are like lots to do already. english project, Project Work, gb's photo competition which is compulsory for all gb girls, higher chinese project, and so on.

DEAR MOE, JUST ADMIT THAT THE ONE WEEK HOLIDAY IS TOO SHORT.

who doesnt agree with me pls close this window at once and dont come back in 5675412471436633 years. like seriously pls. life's back to the hectic way again. there's no way we can avoid it. as all of us know, it's just part and parcel of life! but why must life be like that?

tmr athalie, amanda, felicia and michele are coming over for the english project. then felicia and i will also be doing the higher chinese project. so many things to do this week. thank god that deadlines for homework are next week.

i cant wait to get everything over and done with. i'm supposed to be doing work right now. but who cares lah. recently amanda and i are having this guy-craze again. WE ARE NOT DESPO AND DEPRIVED LAH. this is just what we used to do for the past 2 years. talk a little bit about it then we will giggle and laugh like nobody's business.

AND TO HELL WITH THE NEW TIMETABLE LAH. 2 recesses at 0830. it's SUPER EARLY PLS. and it's only the second period of the day! then we'll just have to bear with the hunger till 1345. sometimes may be even later than that. the new timetable is just so mad. BBBBAAAAHHHHH! rush hour again on friday. as usual. i can just, go kill myself.

the BEST of the BEST part is, we are missing FOUR fridays starting from this week. and the BEST OF BEST OF BEST OF BEST OF BLAH BLAH is that e.geog is on friday AGAIN. we have already missed out on lots of lessons in term 1. e.lit also but ms loh gave them extra lessons and even used reflections periods. HOW ABOUT US? miss out on the lessons, and sorry there wont be any extra or make-up lessons cos the teacher doesnt have the time. HOW GREAT CAN THIS BE? tell me. we will seriously just flunk e.geog and pull the combined humans down no matter how good or high we can get in social studies. BEST LAH.

enrolment parade rehearsal on thursday. GOH contingent is cool and powerful and OOH LALA! dont you think so? but the sec3s which includes me, are doing the creative drill on stage. -.- i hope we can do it well on saturday the actual day itself. especially me! cos i'm the one whom everyone will suddenly observe during the thing. cos im the intersection of the fish. less movements. then people might think: did she forget her steps? EEYER!

i think GB4thcoy is the coolest uniform group among the 3 uniform groups in school and the coolest company in the whole of GB =D ok i sound ego! HEEHEE. =) camp comm rocks =D i know this sounds stale but i have to say it again! LAUGHS-

violin make-up lesson today. i think i played relatively well today! i know i sound ego again. but seriously, i really think i played quite well just now, better than my saturday lessons! i would rate it 8 out of 10. =) i wore my FLOUR-DED sneakers out. FLOUR-DED because of the flour bombs we had during sec2tc and i've not washed them ever since. which is like more than a week already. LOL.
alright alright, i'm off to slog my life out right now. X)

run

2006-03-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

i suddenly feel like running away from home. dont ask me why. i just feel like it.

like go to the airport and look at planes and pilots. you can say that im a plane freak or some siaocharbo. i dont care.

i wanna run away from everything, but i know, I CANT. that will be very irresponsible of me. NOW WHAT'S WITH IRRESPONSIBILITY, JACINTHA?

i feel MAD too now. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. BBBBBAAAAHHHHH. holidays are coming to an end soon. and that signals the start of a new term. the thought of it just makes me feel sick. stress will be back. i can guarantee that.

but i'm willing to bear with it. and survive through the second term. june holidays will be a LONG LONG wait. so everyone pls wait long long. which is tungkookoo. ok this sounds absurd. who cares lah.

to hell with a.maths and go to sleep jacintha =) sweet dreams everyone!

"pilots and planes make my world a better place."
is that really so?

GAY DAY

2006-03-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

had a GAY DAY with my beloved taupok 4 today. went to changi airport to study at macs. we were both broke! so we spent little on lunch. actually i posted something more just now but for somewhat reason the whole thing's gone so i dont wanna say again cos im very tired now.

i'm glad i survived through tuition tonight cos i thought i will fall asleep. this is so not a holiday. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

TAUPOKS ARE COOL GAYS

2006-03-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

TAUPOKS ARE COOL GAYS.

if you have any objections about this, then i'm sorry. pls leave.

sec2TC finally ended. WHEE! actually, the amazing race was a BIG flop. totally man. there wasnt enough time and it started to pour like crazy on saturday when all the groups were trying to make their way back to school.

taupok 1 - valerie (fruit face)
taupok 2 - jacintha (which is me, the future water bomb shop boss)
taupok 3 - melody (the future hawker in some oolu pandan coffeeshop)
taupok 4 - meiyang (the super gay one)
taupok 5 - jenny (the one whining about basketball)

i love my taupoks. we are the oh-so-wonderful-COOL GAYS! actually this gay thing originated from meiyang. she's been saying gay the whole time throughout the camp. so now the whole camp comm. is GAY. well, her definition of gay is crazy. WHATEVER MEIYANG TAUPOK COOLIE GAY! LAUGHS- everyone's in the gay tribe. even ms jenny koh knows about it!

i've gotta admit this. camp comm rocks =D we rock. we all just rock lah. anyone have any protests or objections or whatever pls close this window now and dont come here ever again for 2836234637846957454754975248 yrs.

anyway, i feel so accomplished after the sec2TC ended. like you know, the sense of satisfaction. although the best game of the camp was a BIG flop lah. the last day was fun. i'm back loving cca now, but CONFIRM will dread it as time passes.

tim is planning some gathering again. i shall wait and see. =)

this holidays arent gonna be holidays for me. lots of homework to do, cca stuff, revision to catch up. BLAH BLAH BLAH. thinking of it makes me wanna cry. all i can say is. OH MY MAMA LAH. today was quite retarded. cos i was with siowyun liying and joy.

after joy left, the 2 shootie people were amazed with the game in my handphone and started playing like some RETARDS! damn funny pls. it was after project work with the different fantuans. AND JOY. WHATS WITH THE CHEEKOPEK FANTUAN! SO GAY LAH! LAUGHS- i miss the mrt guy too anyway! although i only love his cool and gay hair! note: now im using meiyang's definition of gay.

heard so many planes and fighter jets flying across the sky today. =D but i only managed to see one plane. ITS NOT A COMMERCIAL PLANE DAMN IT. but who cares lah. now my hands and face are like, burnt from the sun yesterday. i seriously need to tan other parts if not i will look like some kuku duck. people will go: whats with this kuku duck with only her hands tanned and not her arms and her calves tanned and not the lower thighs and blah blah!

CHEAP THRILL. LOL.

KUKU DUCK.

2006-03-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

OH MY MAMA.

i feel like some kuku duck now. my muscles are aching and i can't really walk properly. so now when i start walking i feel like some kuku duck walking instead.

how bad can this be. pls let this week pass quickly. cos everything in my mind seems to be in a TERRIBLE mess now. BBBAAAAAAHHHHHHHH.

zheng wei is crazy.
he thought i called him.
actually it was his mum who told him that.
and i think it was another jacintha who called him.
obviously, i cant be the only jacintha in this world right.
there are already like 3 jacintha(s) in my school pls.

CHRISTABEL MISSED HER STOP!

2006-03-07T16:39:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i just can't stop whenever i think of what happened just now. you can ask siowyun what happened. CHRISTABEL MISSED HER STOP! so, because of this, i laughed my ass off. she fell asleep on the bus that's why. then when she saw me i tried to hide but siowyun didnt hide. so in the end i didnt hide. BLAH BLAH. im gonna tell amanda this tmr. she will laugh like crazy also i guess.

heats today. i got last for 200m again. i wanted it to be this way. NO WAY WILL YOU ALL GET ME INTO THE FINALS. i will just freak out on the spot and faint.

i had a crazy day with amanda today. during english we were all bored and we started blabbering nonsense. so i made this PAPER AEROPLANE with foolscap paper. it was supposed to be a commercial plane but it looks like some fighter jet pls! aiyar who cares lah.

so next, i drew the cockpit, with angline aw, jinhua and me in it. then the passengers were jillian, siowyun, amanda, liying, see aik and kimberley. teresa and athalie toh are the air stewardesses. AND JOY'S HIJACKER FANTUAN, which is made of blu tac. no way am i gonna let the hijacker fantuan hijack the plane! i'll just put fantuan hijacker in the cargo there. LOL. =D

i wanna join singapore youth flying club. someone pls join the club with me?
after my Os. =) i wanna change my blogskin. who wants hamsters btw? i'm desperate to sell away some. pls let me know.

all in all. crazy day today. *YAWNS* =D

apparently not.

2006-03-05T17:04:00.000+08:00

mixed feelings. here and there. what can i say about it? i don't know. somehow, i'm feeling sad. AGAIN. and i'm missing the people in my life a great deal. i feel as if they are very far away from me. i wanna listen to untitled by simple plan. i can't wait to go to my secret hideout. one more week to go.

please let it pass.
let it pass quickly.

cheers. it's MY time.

2006-03-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

cheers. it's MY time. i went to drink dad's beer just now during dinner. and he asked me to drink more. so i did. HAH. you all should try doing it, though liquor is bad for health! it's THRILLING. call me a bad girl or whatever lah. great thing is, i screwed my chemistry, physics and e maths up. AH WHATEVER. lots of gb's stuff going on these weeks. drill rehearsal for enrolment service. our creative drill item also. blah blah. one more week to school holiday! rejoice people. i cant wait. im seriously falling apart. but i will survive through the week and enjoy my hols. hols will start with the sec2TC. once again, i wanna say it's gonna be so much fun. HAHA. short post i've got here. i wanna play maple. byebye! =D

not again.

CAPTAIN JACINTHA FOREVER

2006-02-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

CAPTAIN JACINTHA FOREVER! =D actually, i won't be updating so frequently till i feel like it. many things have happened recently, and as usual, it's sort of like sudden. who expected it to happen anyway? but well, i'm generally in a happy mood. first things first. all the common tests for term 1 are over, except for geography but it's just gonna be a map test. so now i'm like enjoying life while i can. get it? enjoy life before i get the papers back. cos most of them got me into deep shit. i finally have something to write in my kindness passport. yesterday teresa, angeline, jinhua and i went to racky the places for sec2tc. so at chinatown, we found 4 newborn kittens abandoned in a shoebox cover. then we named all of them according to disney characters. one was prince charming, named by me. the others were snow white, sleeping beauty and mulan. OK. it may seem lame to you. then after that teresa and i went to look for a box for the kittens. we got the box from a guy and he seemed interested in teresa and asked for her number. BUT teresa was smart. asked for his number instead. then this guy went to adopt snow white and asked teresa to sms him. so teresa was like: who cares about him. just take him number for fun. I WAS LAUGHING PLS. so we brought the other 3 kittens along and in the end teresa took it home. then racky here and there and went macs to do our proposal. after that rushed for violin and project work. in the end it's walking out of the house like 3 times. had our "illegal" gathering at aunt's place. poor her. she's living alone as both my cousins are married and not living with her while another cousin is in brunei for work. TODAY'S BEST. went to AA2006. i was quite surprised that SBStransit used like 10 over double-decker buses as shuttle services to the exhibition. oh well, it was the highlight of the month. crowds there and you can imagine a stampede happening. i saw the airbus A380! and there's CAPTAIN CHANDLER. oh man. he just simply rocks =) the show was totally cool and awesome (: you all should go and catch it too but today's the last day. now i think i like fighter jets too, but of course commercial planes are still the best ever. i can't wait to join the singapore youth flying club. someone join me too? i guess that's all for this post. BYE.

I'M SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY TODAY.

2006-02-21T17:06:00.000+08:00

generally, the day was so much FUN except the morning. i guess i screwed my physics. so many questions left blank cos i didnt know how to do. fell asleep towards the end of higher chinese. physics was so much fun as usual, with mr low talking in some silly manner about the jellyfish and chilli suace. it was damn funny pls. occasionally, i still miss grandma. IT'S A HAPPY DAY. i saw 2 airplanes! one was on the bus on the way to bishan. the other one was on the way home after i bought my hamsters stuff. the auntie is SO NICE. she gave me discount for the things i bought. i bought my hamsters from there what. puffie gave birth again yesterday, but i think she and poofie ate all up except one. of cos the one left died. but poofie and puffie are still SUPER CUTE and chubby! sunday mum's gonna bring me and cousins to the asian aerospace 2006 at changi! can't wait to see the airplanes fly here and there =) OOH LALA. e maths test tmr. test for the whole wk. take care everyone! i'm off to STUDY. -.-

I MUST STICKWIT U

2006-02-19T16:57:00.000+08:00

time flies. one week has passed. but this week seemed like a month to me. been really busy with grandma's funeral wake. the prayer sessions and stuff. cremation yesterday and collected her ashes this morning. cousins and i tonned the whole of friday night at her wake to spend the VERY LAST night with her. oh well. she's gone now. what can i do? but she will live in my heart forever. it was so sweet of my cousin to think of cutting out hearts from coloured papers and letting us write our personal messages for ahma. i cried when i read all of them yesterday. i'm sure she'll be very touched when she sees all this. i miss her. no more seeing her on saturdays. but we'll still pay our respects to her on saturdays as usual. surprisingly, no one dreamt of her coming back to visit us on the 7th night of her death. maybe she saw us crying out eyes out and screaming till our voices went hoarse at mandai yesterday and she didnt want to make us sad. but still. i wanna know how is she doing in the other world now. let me tell you something about my ahma. she loves to travel, loves to go on holidays with us. so i was thinking, i shall fulfill my dream of being a commercial pilot and take her for a holiday on the plane i'm driving. that would be very nice. but she left just so suddenly last week. leaving us behind, not telling us that she was leaving. one strange thing was, she had a premonition that she was going to die. so she whatever she did or whatever for the past month was very ABNORMAL. even though she's gone now, the birthday party at a chalet we're holding for her will still be on. she likes us to gather together as a big family. alright. that's all about my ahma. there are somemore things about her. but i think you all will get bored reading this post. i will post something else next time. take care.

bad hair day

2006-02-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

bad way to get up this morning. REALLY BAD. mum came BARGING into the bedroom, saying that her mother, which is my ahma, is in a coma due to a stroke. as usual i was damn blur in the morning. so i didnt really care. then i jolted up again and got the shock of my life. then i checked the time and got this sms from my cousin saying that ahma's in TTS. so. smsed here and there. and she said that her condition's very serious and that we had to be prepared for the worst. so i started wailing at the top of my voice. then my grandmother scolded me for that. i was like: WTF. i'm grieved and you are scolding me when you know the reason. OK WHO CARES. about half an hour later. the bad news came. i just cried and cried and cried. went to see her for the last time. cried and cried and cried. like how can it be. she was still perfectly healthy last night when we went to visit her. it's just too, sudden. i shall say. everyone has swollen eyes and choked throats now. BLEAH. i'm freaking tired. take care everyone...

PQ

2006-02-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

i've been PQing the whole day. sian. didnt catch the fireworks today. ): tests tests tests. the same old routine. blah blah. i think i gotta go do my homework. mrs thurai is kind of, MAD. but i shall not care. and A maths is crazy. totally pls. i'll dedicate a song which i'm obsessed with after all the tests. STAY TUNED TO JACINTHA'S BLOG. =) to all my friends: take care and don't stress yourself out because of tests! =)

I KNOW YOU AND YOU KNOW ME AND THAT'S ALL THAT COUNTS

2006-02-11T01:06:00.000+08:00

somehow, i'm feeling pissed. dont know why. recently, we did a chinese essay on a topic: is studying the only goal in life? then today, ms ho was like telling the whole gb4thcoy that life is not all about studying and stuff cos most of us didnt sign up for the estherfez thingy. sort of like a message from heaven. i thought about something and that made me angry and SAD. all those lies. it's just so ironic. like, what for bother about me when you all have each other? like what am i. some person you turn to only when you need me? then when i need you where are you? you wanna help me. you say it, but you FAIL to prove it. as i said, changes in people are usually drastic. from good to bad. or from bad to worse. OR FROM WORSE TO WORST. i dont care if there's such a thing. apparently, leave me alone. i had enough seriously.

i have seen through that mask.

what is life all about

2006-02-06T18:33:00.000+08:00

just what is life all about? especially for us secondary school students. IS IT JUST ALL ABOUT STUDYING? i guess so. once again, the tests are coming up. GREAT. it's time for stress and troubles and disgusting attitudes and so on. but its ok, seriously. today i daydreamed in class A LOT. i was thinking why the changes in people can be drastic. they have changed from the BAD to WORSE. or maybe even WORSE to WORST. well, this is just too profound too understand. but seriously, it has already happened. and i have STOPPED bothering about it, let alone CARE. at times i feel lonely in heart, though i appear to have friends with me. few of them standby me and care for me. now i think its none of them. WHATEVER. enough about these sad things. i wanna be addicted to physics. PHYSICS. cos it will come in very handy for my ambition. =) hectic wk i've got here. to all my friends: take care and don't stress yourselves too much just because of the tests. dont fall sick alright and lets work hard together =) actually, i should tell myself this. oh well.

i've seen it all
and i don't even wanna think about it
the cries for help are useless
but they never seem to cease

CUPPYCAKE.

2006-02-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

i changed the skin again. =) isint it nice? it's been tiring, getting up like freaking early for school. can the education minister pls just change the education system. why make us go to school for like around 8 hours. plus cca it would be like 12 hours?! it's like WTF can. tests on next week and it's MURDEROUS. seriously. that means STRESS. somehow i can't wait for the sec2 TC. it's gonna be so much FUN! i'm not kidding alright. this wkend is not gonna be relaxing. weekends are supposed to be relaxing, for us to rest, do a LITTLE revision. but. it's gonna be pootsies. revision for like every subject as there will be common tests on for almost the whole of next wk and the wk after. tell me i will survive through these.

somehow i've seen it all
the truth
and it is UGLY
it hurts to know
wanna try the pain
or whatever

am i being loved?